Delusions of Grandeur

by The Intellectuals

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1.
"the caves won't save us - nothing can" - Nicolas Cage, Knowing
2.
Collage Life 09:15
PART I speaking slow on the phone when you lie to me and say that I'll be better off alone oh I've walked these woods a thousand times to prove that I'm not home, I'm not at home, I'm not at home we'll talk it out in the rain anesthetize my face so you won't have to see the pain oh I might be sore tomorrow, but I'll be so far away so far away, so far away we'll talk it out in the rain anesthetize my face so you won't have to see the pain oh I might be sore tomorrow, but I'll be so far away so far away, so far away PART II white walls and carpet floors I wanted to stay awake for more I couldn't stop and close my eyes and try to ignore thin walls and the rocking chair I had to leave it swaying there I couldn't open up my eyes I couldn't open up my eyes and the darkness of the cold, dark night was an omen, was a prophet at my side oh, I tried PART III I wasn't awake, I cannot be tied to my mistakes I couldn't decide whether to take the wheel and drive or hit the brakes I wasn't aware, or maybe alive I just don't care so lay me to rest, supporting the beating heart that's shivering in my chest PART IV and when I got here, my first thought was to leave but now that I'm older, I've given up on trying to be the man I tried to be ambition, my first thought was to leave but now that it's colder, I've given up on trying to be the man I tried to be ambition, convince me again now that I'm older, I've given up on trying to be the man I tried to be ambition, convince me again consistent, I've given up on trying to be the man I tried to be oh oh oh be the man I tried to be cause I'll never be the man I tried to be
3.
Indiglo 03:04
I got out of bed, late I couldn't move from inside prison-cell jeans a logical means of being misunderstood it wasn't a crutch, it didn't mean much but I meant it enough Indiglo, I didn't know, aura, around you wear it like a crown you wear it like a crown on the way, down I couldn't see from behind lenses of black you cut me some slack when I quoted a Pavement song it said we were, "stuck, shit out of luck" and then we parted ways 'cause we were both OK Indiglo, I didn't know, aura, around you wear it like a crown you wear it like a crown Indiglo, I didn't know, aura, around you wear it like a crown you wear it like a crown Indiglo, I didn't know, aura, around you wear it like a crown you wear it like a crown
4.
dusk of a summer night I'll tempt you with rings, promised things I'm spinning good yarn, eyes full of charm from a head pulling strings a soft and warm "goodnight" but the night brings me back to my room with your lips dry and your face smooth and I don't mind no, I don't mind dimples of light in the water at night are helping to find a better way lost on the roads in my mind they stretch out for miles... you point out the way you want me to go I won't be a crutch, I won't lose touch and fall apart dimples of light in the water at night are helping to find a better way and the night brings me back... dusk of a summer night I'll tempt you with rings, promised things you're spinning good yarn, eyes full of charm from a head pulling strings a soft and warm "goodnight"
5.
look around at everyone everyone looks alive and waiting the wind is up, the stars are out the sun is calm, the light is fading but we are still counting on cannibal resource OK, open your eyes I think you're more than a terrified witness behind the arbitrary line can it ask a question? can it sing a melody? can it be interpreted? or is it more than what the eye can see? maybe not still counting on cannibal resource OK, open your eyes I think you're more than a terrified witness behind the arbitrary line I'm crying I'm crying still counting on cannibal resource OK, open your eyes I think you're more than a terrified witness behind the arbitrary line the arbitrary line the arbitrary line the arbitrary line
6.
shards of sunlight sprinkle down and touch a rosy ground - explosions of red and green flowers rise to tangle up with blue fluorescent skies an eagle flies up away and circles down and dives - shining lightning of white and golden brown reminded of something we wade in delusions of grandeur wishes to our ankles, lies up to our knees pushing us out of all types of confusion with strangers pushing us out of all types of confusion with strangers
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8.
Utica, NY 02:15
it was the summer that I tried to grow a beard and adhered to that plan until I became a man we packed our bags and drove up north through a place called Utica, NY boards of ply-wood replaced the window shades just like sticky snakes of tar fill up cracks in the road we drove real fast and locked the doors past a place called Utica, NY the lady in the front seat grew up not so far away she watched that city fly by and thought of yesterday of young love in its infancy and a hometown hero's wish to be released the 70s and the cellar door a useful seed from an apple core a memory, and nothing more Utica, NY
9.
I can read her thoughts like Dr. Seuss she doesn't know what 'cryptic' means, but what's the use? she's a bad actress I'm getting pretty tired of it she's a bad actress I'm sure if she wanted to keep it a secret she could have managed that I can read her thoughts like War and Peace it takes a really long time 'cause it's in the language that she speaks she's a bad actress I'm getting pretty tired of it she's a bad actress I'm sure if she wanted to keep it a secret she could have managed that
10.
11' 11" 04:48
time for bed, father said and I lay down my head to rest but sleep won't come, and I hear humming coming from the other room I kneel beside the table by my bedside and match up all my fingertips but no one's there the empty words can cut the air around me but you're not there and I don't care it's better off that way we kill and die, we pray and try to please you every day we made you, we worship you our divine Frankenstein, Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde your son died but you live in our minds your son died but you live in our minds but you're not there and I don't care it's better off that way we kill and die, we pray and try to please you every day sometimes I can't do it on my own sometimes I can't do it on my own sometimes I can't do it on my own sometimes I can't do it on my own sometimes we can't do on our own sometimes we can't do on our own
11.
there's nothing wrong with being alone there's nothing wrong with being alone as long as you're home, as long as you know that it's OK to be alone it's OK to be alone as long you're known, as long as you don't expect much in return there's nothing wrong with trying to live there's nothing wrong with trying to live as long as you're hid, as long as you never give yourself away it's OK to try to live it's OK to try to live as long as you did, as long as you can think about the things you did and didn't do, for you I couldn't have lied or even tried to I didn't want to turn and run for fear of getting nothing done I couldn't please everyone I couldn't even please anyone there's nothing wrong with being alone there's nothing wrong with being alone as long you're known, as long as you know no one's gonna call, no one at all nobody care, nobody's there and we all die alone and nothing ever ends, you know...

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our second full-length album, recorded @ 23 Norman Studios during our senior year at NSHS

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released June 10, 2010

Deanna Badizadegan - viola, arrangements
Gabe Feldstein - keyboard, songwriting
Nick Sobel - vocals, guitars, drums, songwriting

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The Intellectuals are an experimental pop duo from Newton, MA

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